So it came to my attention recently that I have a slight obsession with getting married. I am sure it is because all my close friends are tying the knot, but who knows. I even found a ring I really like, on the cheap side, but he just stutters.... I start to think yea almost three years of dating, five of knowing each other is enough, but there is a night like tonight where HE, a.k.a the boyfriend says something stupid and insulting, such as if I had mace I would spray myself within a week of having it, that actually made me tear up. I question how much he knows me, really.
Still no job, but hopefully something comes soon. I am now surviving off birthday money and I.O.U.'s. Not very adult like.
Though I am thinking of returning to school, a technical school. But that means more loans, so that may not help.
I had a cousin who was four months older than me die last year, murdered outside a restaurant, and I randomly think of him. And because if him I gave finished my list of forgiving people who I have had problems with me, including ex's. All but one done, a friend who I had a falling out with over trust. I'm not sure why I just thought of that...
Well I am drained and tired.
Night all.
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Strange
Since this is my first post, I am not sure what do to! I have no ranting, thus far, nor is anything upsetting me, other than the usual.
I have been searching for a job since I graduated in May, yet nothing has happened. I am a recent college graduate, yet I get looked over for many jobs for some unknown reason. I sit at home, paying bills and slowly but surely running out of money. Over 100 jobs applied for, I am sure.
I feel like a house wife, as I like with my boyfriend, in a split level with my parents above us. I cook, clean, do the laundry...and read. All day, every day. I don't mind the reading part, but I need a job, to make money and to save myself from going mad (Though this may happen very soon).
Oh there is something I need to let out. I hate how Craigslist job site has so many scams! I mean I sign up for a job, and they want my credit report, through their company. Like that will happen. I just need a job, like so many others, and yet nothing...sigh.
I miss college, where I had money from the loans to pay said loans back, since I have to make monthly payments (thanks Sallie Mae for the only loan option where I have to pay while in school).
All in all, the summary is I need a job for more money and to save my sanity before I do something I will regret.
I have been searching for a job since I graduated in May, yet nothing has happened. I am a recent college graduate, yet I get looked over for many jobs for some unknown reason. I sit at home, paying bills and slowly but surely running out of money. Over 100 jobs applied for, I am sure.
I feel like a house wife, as I like with my boyfriend, in a split level with my parents above us. I cook, clean, do the laundry...and read. All day, every day. I don't mind the reading part, but I need a job, to make money and to save myself from going mad (Though this may happen very soon).
Oh there is something I need to let out. I hate how Craigslist job site has so many scams! I mean I sign up for a job, and they want my credit report, through their company. Like that will happen. I just need a job, like so many others, and yet nothing...sigh.
I miss college, where I had money from the loans to pay said loans back, since I have to make monthly payments (thanks Sallie Mae for the only loan option where I have to pay while in school).
All in all, the summary is I need a job for more money and to save my sanity before I do something I will regret.
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